OK, so here it is, finally, an update. It's fricken 2 in the morning, but my biological clock is screwed up anyway so.. yeah.

Today, we had our first math lesson with the new relief teacher. He speaks some funny accented english, and he told us of his tooth filling today (???!!!) and we did some inequalities and equalities stuff.

Teacher: .. and i had a toothache (he said it more like two ache)
me: well, i had a three ache!

well, i didn't say it out really loudly, but xueni, who was sitting in front of me burst out laughing, so i couldn't help but follow suit.

We watched CSI today also, and WHOA, it was fan-focking-tastic!

Ah, ok today was a LONG LONG day. VERY VERY LONG. UUGH.
The trumpet guy came back, without any prior warning, so now, he's in my section again. I'm bloody afraid he will get the part as 1st trumpetist, so i must practice like 15329hours a day.. No!!!

Before bio test, Megan and i got excused from running, but had to walk slowly behind the class, at our own pace. So, we tried being sneaky and being the really good students we are, we multi-tasked. So, we took our bio notes, hid it, and tried going on the field with it.
Passing by people, we kept getting strange looks, as we were walking on the field trying to study, which turned out to be harder than expected. Especially when you're laughing away like mad, doing PE and studying at the same time.
When Angela passed me, she was giving me the '^o)'-look, and said something like good luck studying! It was really funny! Then, at least.

Then, the bio CT. Man, i think i did horribly. My bio teacher is unfair. When she answers the questions, she isn't answering the question, she's just saying what it is. Apparently now, that seems to be how we're supposed to answer exam questions. RIIIGHT.
Anyway, the H1 Bio CT was.. just really stupid. The essay question on the cell membrane structures, i found myself unable to answer. I just wrote a whole load of bull in there. Hopefully, i'll get some marks off that though. *crosses fingers* But seeing how evil our teacher is, i doubt i'd get any.
I went into the hall, and saw like everyone else having a calculator, so being the "kiasu" student, i also took mine out just in case we needed it.
But really, it wasn't necessary at all, unless you have to calculate how many bonds or how many monosaccharides there are in the polysaccharide, or something. (that was a joke.)
I kept glancing at the clock, and because Melissa was talking about Muse a lot, for the whole day, i suddenly thought about 'Time is Running Out' and the song kept playing in my head, and i COULDN'T CONCENTRATE!!!
And you know the bit of lyric that goes ' I think i'm drowning, asphyxiating..'? I really thought i was going to. It didn't help that i had a bad cough that made me short of breath quite a number of times there. Then i got an image of my bio teacher, with a scaly dragon body, and fangs and claws, going to engulf me and swallow me whole, like endocytosis.
And you know how they say how people have 'looks set to kill'? I think today was the first time i saw her putting make up on (the bio teacher) So she must have wanted to kill us, since she tried to look her best, so she'd be set to kill. (get what i mean? sometimes, i don't even get myself.)
So, after a bit of forcing myself to focus, i eventually had some spare time. So i took my calculator, and typed out 'SMS'. Ok, fine, i typed out 5M5, because there was no 'S'. No, i didn't want to send someone a text message. I was typing 'SAVE MY SOUL', since the rest of the people there barely looked like they needed their souls saved, since they were all scribbling away furiously. Ah, Shannon, you selfish, selfish person...

Right after that, it was band practice, which started at 6 and ended at 10. By the time i reached home, it was 11. Madness. But band was fun. the trumpet parts are really cool!

I think that's all i have to say.
That was exceedingly disorganized and jumbled up. So, i do believe it was a horrible post, but still, a post nonetheless.
SHANNON!

This is really cool!
But i wonder.. what does it have to do with Apple?
Unless...
Coldplay>Itunes>Apple.
HMM.
Anyway.


I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.

Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh


I was envisioning myself as an explorer there. Then i thought of Gerrad Butler, raising his fist in triumph, togged out in the outfits they wore in 300.
Ah, but then, i thought of the song, and how.. christiany it is.
Man, i was thinking that bit about 'my missionaries', and i wondered, if i had missionaries, what would i want them to spread? The world of God, or..?
Anyway, i won't get into relegious stuff.

Okay.

EUUGH.
My head hurts,
My throat kills,
The phlegm in my throat's an ass
and my voice.
UUGH, MY VOICE.

I can't think properly, so i do apologise if this post comes out weird, or anything like that.

First, i had piano today. It was ok.
Then, i went for math tuition. I totally sucked. I got stuck at almnost every question of the AJC paper. :( In addition, the AC was superfricken COLD. Made me even sicker.
Then, i went for a haircut. I think i look like a pineapple now... My bro says i look like chelsea.
CRAP.
Now, i'm still having this shite cough, and i keep coughing up phlegm. Actually, this crap cough has been here since monday. It get soooo crap i can't sleep. :'(
OH MAN......

BYE.
(i do realise i've been posting a lot less, yes, i am aware of that.)

P.S. my mom saw my blog. cause i forgot to delete browsing history. How weird is that. That freaked me out mightily.

ok, i think i've recovered enough from the earlier shock of the video.
Youtube and blogger mightily piss me off, because blogger wouldn't let me post the video. Always some stupid ERROR. UUGH.

anyways i got tagged to do a quiz. Seems interesting!

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you name them. at the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
aw man, people? okay then. i was gonna include my doggy but.. ok not.


btw, i'm really trying to name people here, but it's very hard, seeing as my bro is roaring with laughter watching 'The Suite Life of Zack and Cody'.

nice touch, Midas, you turned everything into old

i asked you to get people from the 60s, not people in the 60s!

ROFLCOPTER.

1. Melissa
2. Lesley
3. Jia Yi
4. Carin
5. Jia Qi
6. Cynthia
7. Wei Xing
8. Wei Chiang
9. Stephanie
10. Wei En
11. Dominic
12. Eadaoin
13. Megan
14. Serene (right after this, i thought of Johnny Depp (obvious) but i won't include it here
15. Yu Qi
16. Grace
17. Eeling
18. Sheue Lee
19. Fiona
20. Ian

Ok, so that was not in order of importance, and i know some people there are pretty random people, lol but in all fairness, i was watching random vids on youtube, which reminded me of them so..

now, on with the quiz, and enough with the commentory!

A) How did you meet 14?[Serene]

wow, the only person that i added commentory for was the first question! *shock*

Ok, i met her in debate, when i was in Sec 3 and she was in Sec 2. i thought she was weird then, and vice versa, so we didn't talk. Up till the Aus Exchange programme, when i started talking and hanging with her, and we realised we both hate MCR cuz they're bloody gay, and the lead singer is fugly (no offence).

B) What would i do if i never met 1? [Melissa]

be totally deprived of Hexic on msn, and feel stupid, lol she's always saying i'm smart lol i.e. NOT true, me thinks. Also, she's a good advisor, so i think i'd be lost sometimes without her.

Also, i'd know one less person from crescent, and nobody Canadian so.. hahaha

C) What if 9 & 20 dated? [Stephanie and Ian]

Er, it MIGHT work. He's a guy, she's a girl. Oh, you know how it goes. But in all seriousness, no. She's seeing someone atm. And.. yeah.

D) How about 6 & 17? [Cynthia and Ee Ling]

Nope, they're both atttched, to different people, of course.

Er, no, it wouldn't work. Just wouldn't, plain and simple, i do believe they're both strongly against lesbianism (for themselves so..)

Don't make me vomit ok?

E) Describe 3. [Jia Yi]. (sorry i still call u that, i've called u that since forever, and it's hard to change now!)

Awesome. Really caring. Hardworking. Nice. Enthusiastic. Great friend! :)

F) Is 8 Attractive? [Wei Chiang]

I dunno. Er he's ok, i guess. I'm not sure, i don't see him that way!

G) Describe 7. [Wei Xing]

Super hyper and can make u smile, great trombonist too!

Awesome jokes (remember the weighing machine one? ROTFL)

H) Do you know any of 12's family members? [Eadaoin]

I know that she has a dad, mom, and 3 older brothers, of which 2 are twins. But i haven't met them before, and it's ok, since we're in different countries. I've never been to Ireland before!

I) What would you do if 18 confessed that he/she likes you? [Sheue Lee]

In a friend way? be okay, i guess. HAHA

In a like-like way:

*kinks eyebrow* Be kinda grossed? i dunno, it wouldn't work. Maybe because of the GENDER STUFF?!

J) What language does 15 speak? [Yu Qi]

English is the norm here, but i suppose he speaks in chinese in chinese classes and stuff.

K) Who is 9 going out with? [Stephanie]

S________ (sorry, i'm not sure if i'm at liberty to tell..)

L) How old is 16? [Grace]

Old enough to watch a NC16 movie, but not nearly old enough to drink or drive.(lol i was gonna type drink and drive there, but realised it meant that she wasn't old enough to drink and drive at the same time, lol!)

M) When is the last time you spoke to 13? [Megan]

The LAST TIME?! But neither her nor i am dead yet, and we're still on speaking terms, so it can't be the last time man!

In all seriousness, a few days back, on MSN, before she went away on holiday. In real life, i guess the last day of SMUN, i.e. uh 6th June, i think. Whoa, i have a good memory :)

lol, now i realise the front bit barely made any sense. It made more sense when i was thinking about it..

N)What's 2's favourite band/singer? [Lesley]

i'm not sure, but let me ask her. My msn thing on the right just popped up, to imform me that she went online.

i'm guessing its lifehouse, but let me ask her.

she says 'o.o i have no idea man'. Okay then.

O) Would you ever date 4? [Carin]

Uh, no. Sorry man, it wouldn't work, with Ben being there and all. Er no. And also because.. yeah.

But if i was a guy, maybe? I dunno.

P) Would you ever date 1? [Melissa]

Can't you come up with more creative questions, man?

No, again. But if i was a guy, maybe.

Q) is 19 single? [Fiona]

I'm pretty sure she isn't.

R) What is 10's last name? [Wei En]

Neo

S) Would you ever date 11? [Dominic]

um no. I see him as a friend only, but he's a nice person.

T) What is 3's School? [Jia Yi]

Uh ITE College West, i think. Ex-tanglinian.

U) Where does 16 live? [Grace]

I know!! i took bus with her past her house before!! It's really near Jurong Point, but i can't exactly pinpoint where. Anyway, if i took bus i could tell you, but since my directional skills, and knowledge of street names in general is crap, i dunno. But it's near JJ and near JP.

V) What is 5's favourite thing? [Jia Qi]

Herself? Her BF? i dunno man. Oh thing? I dunno.

W) Have you seen 2 naked? [Lesley]

*looks suggestively* KIDDING!!

EEE. No man! yuck. i haven't sorry NOOOOOOOO.

The 5 lucky people:

carin

cynthia

jia qi

jia yi

lesley

(phew!)

Oh also, man! Now i realise how patriotic i am. WHOA. Ok, see, my favourite colours are Blue, Red, and Orange.

And what is the royal colour of holland? ORANGE.

What are the colours on the Dutch flag? RED, WHITE(i.e. font colour on my blog) and BLUE.

man, am i patriotic or what? Anyway, Holland PWNED Italy in the Euro 2008 cup thing! And they're in the group of death, and Italy was the WORLD CHAMPIONS for the world cup in 06! GO HOLLAND!!!

3-0 somemore, HAHA! OWNAGERY!!!

http://www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com/

i'm not sure why they used pamela anderson to front this campaign though, seeing as she's not the brightest of sparks
Gosh, i never knew KFC was this cruel.
I know, the chickens are eventually going to die, but why be so cruel to these chickens, while they're alive? Maybe you think 'oh this is ok, it's just life'. But to me, it isn't its absolute inhumanity. Its mad. Its shit.
Cutting off their beaks?
Hurling them into crates?
Dunking them into hot boiling water while they're alive?
Giving them exceedingly cramped living conditions?
Breaking their bones?
My gosh, what is this world coming to?
It greatly saddens me, thinking about all this.
To think that it is now that we think humans are the most advanced. Well, its a very very awesome way that us 'advanced' people treat our animals huh? Totally.
with the increasing human advancement and improvements in technology come decreasing levels of morality and humanity.
GEEZ.
To those that feel the least bit grossed out, or sicked out, or just think it's really wrong, i STRONGLY urge you to boycott KFC. This is just sick, and should be stamped out.
There is strength in unity (:

Going to puke,
Shannon

ok, fine. so i realise that this campaign has been in place since like 2 years ago. Fine, i'm slow. whatever. still doesn't change the fact that KFC is fricken evil.
there still hasn't been any change by KFC so...
YEAH.

wassup?
bleh, that was a crappy start to a crappy post.
Shannon is currently very very hungry because she woke up at 2pm today, and hasn't eaten anything since.. yesterday.
My mom promised to buy char kway teow so.. haha!
It doesn't help that i'm practicing the trumpet, which is just making me so outta breath now.
i improvised a trumpet mute with a ice mountain water bottle.
Man, i don't have anything much to say really now.
I doubt anyone is reading too.
haha.

Oh yeah, just for the heck of it, i decided to blow the trumpet as loud as i possibly, facing the opposite block.
Man, the sound was echoing for a few seconds, and it was so cool!
i think a few passing cars musta mistook it for a car horn, because some of them were horning like mad idiots.
oh, einstein is afraid of the trumpet. Whenever he sees me approaching him with it, he tilts his head to the side and kinks his right ear up. its so cute! ahahaha
man, i sound so friggin retarded now. and like super cheena.. cause of the paragraphing, and shit.
Yeah. i've gotta start typing in proper sentences, paragraphs and such...
ok yeah
bye.

that i said i'd do ages ago, but only just remembered it.
can i tag 8/2 people instead? =/


#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
kinda pissed? then calm down a little, see in what aspect i was betrayed, then if the results calls for me to get PO'd, yeah. i'll react then.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
have an infinite number of other wishes to come true.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
not gay. no frills. OH MY GOSH no frills.
cute
everyone important (to me, that is) will be there
a smidge bit cheesy
a quiet affair

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
well, i don't know what lies ahead of me.. well, right now, my pillow. But i'm sure you weren't looking for that to be the answer.
UH. confused.. yeah a bit.
But uncertainty is good in life, is it not?
If life were too predictable and easy, then what kinda life would that be?

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Seriously? well, ok..
Smart, ok looking (since i'll have to see his face like.. always), NOT SINGLISH, can't speak in chinese to me, able to fend for himself (as in, not a leech), etc.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i wouldn't want to be the one who has to worry more, so my answer's the latter. haha, evil me. XD

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depends on the situation.
people can have more than one person that they really love, right?

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
hire a spy to spy on his fiancee, and monitor her every action.
Then, strike from the back, kidnap her, and kill her. Or if the guy's really rich, get money from him to release her.
Nah, i'm kidding.
Gosh, dunk my head in water or something, to make myself wake up.
That's just wrong.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeah. something..
and the complexity of human relationships.


#11 is being tagged fun?
it's ok. I dread the 'tagging' people back part now.
I just added links so its not my fault i don't have 8 contacts ok!

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
how? with a mirror? or maybe, they'll invent really cool stuff so we won't have mirrors anymore
you mean where?
I see myself in Holland, in UvA/UU, studying medicine.
Or, if i studied economics, psychology, or philosophy, maybe even law, i'd go to the UK to work. I heard jobs are hard to come by in holland. Maybe my parents will force me to come back, i dunno.

#13 who are currently the most important people to you?
can i not name them here?
parents
some friends

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
smart, caring, very enthusiastic, and has a really big heart (no, i don't mean you have some weird disorder or something, haha)
and she's also a good leader. :D

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich. sorry man. being poor is kinda shitty, cause you have to find so many ways to pay the bills, feed the kids, and have to scrape by to make ends meet.
ah, and what if it's an unhappy marriage? so not worth it.

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
er. stretch, or moan a bit for a bit more time to sleep

#17 would you give all in a relationship?
define relationship. platonic, or a bgr?

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one i like more?
or i'd just not pick either straight away, then see who i find less flaws with, and is a better person to be around/makes me happier.

#19 what type of friends do you like?
the ones i can talk to and relate to
ah, and it also cannot get awkward. sometimes when i talk to people.
OHMYGOSH it'd be so awkward, that i'd feel weird and queasy

#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
betrayers
people who talk behind your back
liars
pang seh people
the ones that become friends with you only to make use of you

Tagged by :STEPH!

Here are the 8(/2) lucky(i dunno) people:
lesley
jia yi
carin
cynthia

the four days were pretty awesome.
I think i woulda died if megan wasn't there..
my gosh, i was so crap with directions, and waking up, and everything. i feel like a little kid, man. So if you're reading this, thanks for being there, and making it bearable and fun! :D

on the first day, it was a crap start. Gosh, the opening ceremony was suppossed to be at 9, but eventually it dragged on, and eventually started at 10+.
Then, there were ang mohs. Whoopie.
Man, i think megan and i were the only delegates who almost fell asleep during the opening ceremony. Yes, it was THAT boring. Well, i almost fell asleep like twice cause the guy was speaking so softly, and i was hecka bored.
Then, we had lunch at McD.
Messed around some.


The parlimentary debates, or whatever you call them, was just intimidating. Man, i barely understood the shit they were going on and on about. The blazers made me itch a bit. Ick.
Lesley scared me with her going on and on about 'the monster under my bed'


.. yeah.


So much so that eventually, i left the lights on before going to sleep





On the 2nd day, it was kinda shite too. i so CANNOT wake up on time, and i apologise for that.
man, it was like 10 minutes before i finally realised that i had to get up, and got up.
but eventually, wasn't too late, so that was good. The party at the Loof was suppossed to be awesome, but got cancelled, and was turned into a shite 'ice-cream party' instead. Oh, we took the ice cream, then went up to the hostels to eat it. and we brought food too. coolio.
then, we messed around in the hostel.

eew. corn ice cream. lol
well, corn is pretty awesome, as is ice cream. But they DO NOT go well together! Yuck!



On the 3rd night, which was social night, the food was really just disappointing. Initially, i wanted to go up to take the cam, but eventually skipped social night altogether, since it was kinda boring. megan and i skipped it together.
Also, i felt a bit random after that, and wore my maozedong shirt down. I did a hitler salute to some people too. and also the 'i'm a hippy' pose
Whoopie.


4th day was..
uugh.
I shouldn't have stayed up late.
man, i had to get up at 7, well i set my alarm as that, anyway. but instead, woke up at 7:46.
I totally didn't realise it.
First i heard my HP alarm go off, so i was like UUGH, lemme snooze it.
Then, i heard knocking..
which then stopped after a bit.
So then, i got a phonecall, to tell me to wake up, but i was like uhhhhhh don't want..
so then, i kinda felt guity, so i was like 'well, after the snooze thing goes off i'm waking up'
but then, i still felt guity so i went to check the time.. and HOLY SHIT!
It was 7:48. I thought it was like 7 thats why i snoozed and stuff.
HAHA.
I should not stay up late.. SHOULD NOT.

the end.
I shall post the pictures if i'm allowed to. idk man, copyright issues, and whatnot.

oh yah.
high heels.. basically killed my feet.
Oh gosh, i was so crap at walking in them, and i almost twisted my feet quite a few times.
aw man.
i was sooo crap that the soles underneath the heel-y part came off from both sides of the shoes.
Flats = awesome.
aah.
i feel short when walking in flats man.
SO SO short.

ok, i have just came back from the SMUN thing.
well, ok. Not just.
I came back like yesterday, but got a smidge lazy to update.
And also because i came back, ate, then fell asleep for like 20 hours.
No shit.

The UN thing was kinda fun.
I think i made a bit of a fool outta myself though.

Most of the time was just spent slacking, staying up late, and being a bit of a pig.
I found a new position to use the laptop in;
lie down flat on my side, or kinda curled up, and with the laptop on it's side too.. yeah.

It was pretty fun. The events at night so sucked on the 2nd and 3rd night, so i kinda skipped them with my friend.

Also, i just drank chicken essence cause i felt like it. I felt in a totally nostalgic mood, completely missing 4e4 and the clique.. I used to completely detest chicken essence, but it got me through the O Levels period, and i've actually grown to like it quite a bit. It actually tastes nice! (: haha
Anyway, chicken essence brought back soooo many memories! Memories of staying up till 8am to cram math/amath/science/humanities into my head, the times in 4e4 with my mates...

I miss the times we..
crapped in class together
talked so much and so loudly in amath that Mr. Sia would get so pissed
shared sweets in math
talked a lot in free periods
call lesley 'SHML'
rushed down to the canteens on thursdays for spaghetti
and lesley and i would do the..
"YOU MEAN YOU?!
...
AND THEN YOU?!?!
...
SO NOW YOU!?!!??!?!!?
...
OHMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
thing we made up.
sang 'jerk it out' just for the sake of sicking people out. (we didn't realise that it was sick before)
sang 'all the small things' by blink-182 (lesley'd sing one line and i'd sing the next etc)
got that insanely awesome EMOHAIR!!! that Mrs. Pek would reprimand us for having, cuz apparently she couldn't see our eyes
the crappy sesh's we'd have during lunch periods
the times jiayi and i would stay back after school to use the grand piano in the hall and sing, and the stuff i'd teach her to play. i guess we really bonded over music and the piano
how jiayi'd be motherly and always worry.. it was really nice (not her worrying part, cause that'd be saddistic of me, and i don't think i'm saddistic.. not that much anyway)
the times i'd annoy carin, my math shifu in amaths lessons on how to do this and that
OMGWTFBBQ - DIFFERENCIATION AND INTEGRATION!! :D so fun! (i'm not mad)
the study sessions, when you people studied and i slacked
going back to school during the 'school holidays' to work my ass off studying for O levels
studying as a school (well part) for math in the canteen
disturbing cynthia, asking her how to answer SBQ, cause i kept forgetting the templates
being soo enthusiastic in history (yes, i like history, i quite miss it, actually..)
gossipping and getting all hyper after that
the birthday surprises
getting PO'd at 'HER'
gossiping some more
the really emo songs i wrote during sec 3 and 4.
the cheery, random stuff lesley & i/ jiayi & i wrote
getting excited over football
HOLLAND!!! :D:D:D
and so much more.

Oh, i remember how super blur and oblivious to everything i was in sec 1..
Gosh, i was SO blur in sec1.
Sorry Lesley for THAT.
Sec 2, another blur period. I remember how loserish i was then, how antisocial.. etc.
Sec 3.. still blur, but it got better.
Sec 4.. how i grew up a bit
I promise i'm more mature now, though i don't gurantee my 'lame-ness' has dissipated..
i notice the stuff happening around me more now
i'm still the emo i was then.
JC1 - so many things changed... really, i'm trying to grow up. deal with life more.. yeah.

Ah, i remember how it all changed in sec 3...
the exchange programme..
how i changed after that.
i wonder how my life would be, if i didn't go through that experience..
still so blur? so antisocial? i don't know.
Maybe i'd be a huge total failure in life.
maybe i wouldn't even qualify for JC nor Poly..
if you wanna know, ask. if i feel comfortable enough telling you, i will.
but it'll really take a lot for me to tell you.
So if i do, it means you're special.
I think i wrote about that experience in a compo before, and showed it to a few people, who were quite shocked. Idk.
Pity i'm such a bloody messy person, and lost it.
I'll check later.. to see if its in my english file.

ah, thanks you guys, for waking me up during the O levels period.
For making me studying
For making it known to me that i needed to seriously wake up, stop slacking, and study
making it known to me that it was my future at stake
for staying up with me to study, so that we'd keep each other studying, and there was moral support.
Thanks carin for always helping me in math during the O level period, and science. you were always patient..
for the 4 years........ which i quite hated because i thought the school was bullshit.
but you guys made it so much better

Gosh, you guys will be fondly remembered in my heart... :D
Ah i miss the times spent fighting over which football club is best.
I'll still say Manchester United. As always.

Man, i suddenly remembered the song i wrote about AHEM. Gosh, i think that was the best one.
I remember showing it to some, and then they wanted to put it on their blogs, but didn't cause it'd be too obvious.
But i think it's the first one i wrote with actual feelings put into it. Not made up shit.
I WANT IT NOW.
Man, i wish i saved it.
OOOOOH i think i saved it in the desktop!!! :D
Hopefully.. *crosses fingers*

4e4'07 WILL live on.
Man, we ruled.
The drama.. etc.
I'll cherish the memories..
always.

Shannon (:

P.S.
On edit, i've thought of many other things to say..

like how O levels was NOT at all as dramatic as i thought it to be. Seriously, JUST doing TYS alone is enough, for math and amath anway, cause the questions roughly follow the same steps everytime anyway.
How i'd shake like EVERYBODY important's hand before a test, and wish people good luck so much they get pretty annoyed. (well, it's the only thing that keeps my nerves at bay really)
the times spent in the hall, in O levels, i totally miss it.
The bloody fan blowing my papers and hair when i sat at the back for amaths paper in the hall
cursing the bloody fan
smirking to myself, as i realised i knew how to do the questions
sleeping at like 8am and waking up at 3pm, studying to much that sometimes, i even forgot to eat.
being to poetic and literature-inclined nearing the lit olevels paper time (where i'd describe light from the streetlamp, and the soft, calm and almost rhythmic pitter patter of the rain, which fyi, smells so bloody awesome(not acid rain though!!!))
loving the study time

..
and everything else.
Sometimes, i wish we could just all just go back in time, to that year, where we'd cherish the memories, and live it to the fullest. Where everyone would be focusing on schoolwork adequately, so life wouldn't be so crap now..
I wish i started studying earlier. Because, with the shit effort i put in, i already got 13 points for 3 measely weeks of studying.
What if..?
Oh the unanswered questions...

i missed the times back then, when life was not so hectic, not so rough, not so.. packed.
where we were more innocent (me, at least, lol) where we were closer, and cherished each other more.
i feel we're drifting apart.
it's like primary 6 all over again, when people promise not to drift apart, but do in the end..
well, it's not like it's not expected right, shannon?
you're in bloody different schools for goodness sake.
you're bound to make new friends, find new people to talk to.. etc.
don't shit yourself. It was bound to happen. twas just a matter of when..
we're growing apart, not telling each other stuff anymore, lying, etc.


ah! serene just msn-ed me, and told me that i'm weird, when we were discussing life, and shit.
but she means that in a 'you're not a robot that follows whatev the goverment wants to to do'-way. Which is pretty much awesome, i'd say. cause i DO NOT want to be a product robot. i want to be ME.
she also says its good because "People make movies on weird people"
Man, i can be famous someday maybe! ROTFL.
In your dreams, shannon.
and now, also, i need to watch indiana jones. apparently. but since i haven't watched the previous ones, i shouldn't.
Okie dokie.
On critics..
'It's their job to CRITICISE
They're not COMPLIMENTES!
and they should fuck off'

Ah, now i miss australia again, and the random debate sesh's
gosh serene, i really miss your sarcasm. It's so missing in JC.
gosh, i miss your ability to make light of some situations, or make them funnier.

Remember when we had sleeepover for drama? Man, the movie commentary = AWESOME.
ROTFL.
weirdly enough, i alt tabbed, and when i came back to this page, i read 'sarcasm' as 'orgasm' eew.
WTFYUCK.

Ok, i think this is it for now.
but JC friends are awesome. really they are.
schoolio isn't as slack as compared to last year.
i totally feel in the mood to write a song, but need inspiration. (:
i haven't been in a songwriting mood in fricken AGES. So this is good.