i'm glad i have parents like mine. They didn't scold me when i told them i failed econs. They said work harder. But they keep comparing to other people, and friends, which kinda demoralises you. But they said that if i had to retain, then that can't be helped. I already studied hard before promos. And they'd rather me "waste" a year now than do A levels next year if i don't think i can do it, and fail it. And it's my decision to make. I'm glad i got stuck with my parents.
They're good people. Most of the time. Unless they yell at me to get off the computer.


Jia Yi pinches her cheeks and says shes fat, or getting fatter.
I pinch my cheecks and think.. "i don't even want to think about it.."

agrh. Everyone around me, and i mean everyone, is skinny. WHY. shannon you glutton.

Today i watched "Eagle Eye" with the parents. I loved all the SFX (NOT SEX) cause it was all so awesome. The ripping and hitting and crashing and dropping everywhere.
Overreliance on technology much?
Way too futuristic
A computer which is smarter than humans?
It looks pretty gross too.
It looks like giant yellow discoball that just came out of the 80s, from some Madonna video or something.
It was a bit too well synched?
But it's only a movie. AND THE SFX. WOW, the SFX. crash BOOM

My maid asked me the other day if i wanted 'friend rice' - then i was like laughing like an idiot, cause she meant fried rice. But then i thought about it. If only i could eat them up and have them with me at all times. And thought that was a pretty cool thought. But then realised that they have no freedom and they'll be digested by HCl in the stomach.
But it's a pretty cool thought to have your friends with u always, no?
ok, not always. ew.
And that's what technology is for. Technology needs some real emotion, not some shit emoticons. I wish videocalls were free.

Shannon. You better study. You don't disappoint your parents again. You better get good grades and make them proud. (And be rich)

life still sucks. I'm trying to find ways to save money and stop giving so much money to the damn PUB. I wish i had solar panels outside my window.. So that i can turn on the AC whenever i want and solar energy will drive power for the computer and AC...... man, technology.........