today was both horrible and good at the same time
loads of screw ups. namely in OP and band.

the good:
it's a load off my chest.
joking and messing around with noella is kinda fun, so thanks guys. (:
i remember the start of the year.. i couldn't talk to any of you guys. Seriously.
I was scared of LiLing, and thought Noella was fierce and Sam was ok.

But messing around, listening to sam crap, and eye rolling (sometimes) with noella just makes me laugh. I never knew i would be a convert, and never did i expect myself to be so sentimental (ok a bit) but pw really changes your opinions of people. You go in the group never expecting group dynamics, but in the end you do end up with it. BUT I DONT LIKE PW. TOTALLY BULLSHIT.
In miss chew's words, she was "the suay guinea pig batch to test PW"
Sure, our group isn't the most hardworking, or the most well prepared. And we slack like crazy.
It's really screwed up. But it's not screwed up in the screwed up way, most of the time..

OP. damn you.
and sometimes, friends act like they care out of guilt or anything.
You know what? people always leave.

I don't want to forgive and forget so easily. but for the sake of being a better person, i will attempt to suck up my pride and go on. and forget.

Life still sucks. Sometimes you have a happy stuff, then things and people come along and ruin your happiness.

Am i stupid? Why can i never answer the questions relavently? Why do i always fail? Why am i always so careless? WHY. Why is life so shit?

Thanks jia yi, thanks wei en. (:
P.S. stop acting nice to me. please. (not the two of u mentioned above)